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Just a little poem I wrote when I was bored. What ya think?
Jan 26th
Question by hεα†hεя mαяïε εïз: Just a little poem I wrote when I was bored. What ya think?
I just took some Benzedrine, Percoset, Codeine, Dusted up,
Smoked weed, Candy flipped and popped in Visine.
So my timing may be off. I vaporize to fuel the cough.
Adrenaline is pressuring. Doctor bring the medicine.
Some Ketamine, Vicodin, Xanax, and Anthrax.
I’m hiding all my needle tracks. I’m fighting off heart attacks,
nosebleeds, cheap speed, shitty weed, getting frisky,
dirty deeds, sippin whiskey on my knees.
About to burn out, crooked mouth on another bout.
I’m chillin in a glass house pouring another glass out.
I’m going in my stash now, there ain’t nothing.
I ain’t using GHB, LSD, Valium and Ecstasy.
Pop Mescaline with Mexicans, put Ether in my napkin.
I’ve got so many skeletons, I’m a chemical reaction.
I’m pissed off, pissed on express addiction through this song.
Half my memory is gone, the X in me lets me belong.
I can’t help but to help myself. I’m losing my mind, I need help.
Filling my mind with doubt, I’ll do anything to get out….
5 a.m fully geeked, sweat trickling down my cheek.
Mouth bone dry, can’t even speak the cover girl for Heroin Chic.
The enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally.
Coke Wench, Tweaker Bitch, Cock Tease,
Best friend park bench, make the switch of these.
A few of them I woke up, bent, my money spent,
how am I gonna pay the rent.
My sugar daddy needs the ends, my dealer is my new best friend.
Waking up in strangers beds with these voice’s in my head.
Drunk Slut, Coke Blunts, Junkie Bitch, Bathroom Bumps.
Homeless Broken, out of luck and really just don’t give a FUCK..
Uneffective, Unemployed, Unstable, Null and Void.
My vanity has been destroyed, the famine keeps me paranoid.
Blacked out, White lines, High balls, Crooked spine.
Comatose, Overdose, took to the borderline.
Sirens, Ambulance, doctor’s cuttin off my pants.
Black and Blue in the ICU, I’ve got a 50/50 chance!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i
Best answer:
Answer by Murf
Wow ! I’ve been in recovery for 17 years and that poem brings it all back like a nightmare! It practically had me sick to my stomach! Please get some help so you and your talent don’t go down the toilet. I did it in N.A.
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Is it just me, or does every drug addict have tattoos?
Jan 9th
Question by : Is it just me, or does every drug addict have tattoos?
i am starting to think that everyone with some kind of drug dependency have tattoo. The reason i believe this is because last year i was on a detox facility for heroin. i was in the patio where everyone smokes their cigarettes, and one man took a look at my tattoos and pointed it out, “is it just me or does every damn junkie have tattoos. The man had tattoos as well and was there for the same reason, then everyone began to look around and i kid not, every single patient in that facility had tattoos. Every friend that i know that does drugs, again, have tattoos. i recently stopped doing drugs, not entirely true since i am attending the methadone clinic, and again. Every single one has tattoos. and by the way, i know some are going to say,” I smoke pot and i don’t have tattoos.” In my eyes, pot is not a drug, im talking about the real drugs, like coke meth heroin etc. but n e ways. I know that this question is not true at all, not every drug addict, what i really meant to say was, the minority of drug addict, have tattoos. .
lol minority, what i meant to say was majority.
and Fu** that facepalm hurt like a bitch.
Best answer:
Answer by Hannah
*facepalm*
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Is religion just an escape from reality much like drug addiction and alcoholism?
Nov 16th
Question by nightowl1517: Is religion just an escape from reality much like drug addiction and alcoholism?
If someone is religious, does that mean that something missing in their lives and they are unhappy.
Best answer:
Answer by imagine
sounds reasonable to me
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I just want him out of my LIFE!?!?!?
Nov 7th
Question by myheaven: I just want him out of my LIFE!?!?!?
I hate my dad. He’s a borderline alcoholic, he smokes 2 packs of cigarettes a day, and is verbal abusive. Recently he went to the doctor and they told him that he would have died had they not removed something from one of his organs (I don’t know which one) so he’s devised this plan to cut down his drinking and stop smoking. I went to lunch w/ my mom on saturday and she told me about it and how everything “will be better”. I feel like I’ve lost her completely, if I talk to her she makes quick judgments and forms stereotypical opinions about me and my life. It breaks my heart- she used to be my best friend- and now I have no one I can talk to. I understand that she’s having a hard time dealing w/ him bcuz I think we’ve both reached a point where a major decision needs to be made. I think she feels like everything is crumbling around her and she doesn’t know what to do. But honestly, if I was in her position I wouldn’t either.
Anyway, that’s just the beginning of his problems. We live in the downtown part of a city and there are NO kids my age. I HATE IT. He also treats me like a little girl- I’m not allowed to take the train by myself (we don’t live in a bad city/area- and I can take care of myself and I’m in 8th grade if that matters) or go outside or walk home by myself or HAVE ANY FREEDOM WHATSOEVER. My mom is fine w/ me having tons more freedom then I do ( like my friends have and just abt everyone I know) but not my dad. He is also ignorant and makes jokes that he is the best in the world/ he thinks he’s always right(never is!). I’m not made because he won’t let me go to the park and smoke pot with my friends but I am 14 years old and need freedom- so please don’t get the impression that I’m a winy teenager.
I feel like if he somehow pulls through and fixs his behavior, people will have a harder time understanding everything about him and me bcuz there won’t be anything outright wrong with him. What I mean is that there is a big difference between a parent who drinks vs. a parent who gets agitated easily. But please help- I have no idea what to do- thankyou 
Spelling error: I ment I’m not mad bcuz he wont let me smoke pot with my friends(I wouldnt) but what i mean by that is that teens tend to get mad at theyre parents bcuz they wont let them do stupid stuff like that- im just saying im not like that
Best answer:
Answer by Van
just pray for him – he is your father after all, you can help him
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Can a person be denied for a life insurance just because a of past drug addiction?
Sep 30th
Question by mgaribay74: Can a person be denied for a life insurance just because a of past drug addiction?
2 years ago i was arrested for possesion and use of illegal drugs i did 3 months and jail went into rehab for a year, I have been clean and sober for 2 years and few months, I recently try to get a Life Insurance And I got denied my metlife and 90 others companies according to my broker. the Reason my felony for drug possesion!
I live in California,
Best answer:
Answer by ♥ deonnaashmore ♥
That is pretty typical. Because drug dependency is such a risk, life insurance companies usually like to wait about 7-10 years before offering coverage.
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Wouldn’t America be a better place if Obama just decided to shoot up…?
Sep 23rd
Question by Alec G: Wouldn’t America be a better place if Obama just decided to shoot up…?
heroin. If you read his book Dreams, there was a passage in there where he talked about wanting to try heroin. That in itself has serious implications about the man’s character and sense of control. If he had done heroin however, he might just be a junkie on the streets of Honolulu waiting for a handout rather than being the Commander-in-Chief of the USA responsible for giving out the hand-outs. Am I wrong?
Best answer:
Answer by LowFuss
Who says he did not, he is a habitual liar.
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My boyfriend will just not give up drugs and he continuese to lie about it, what do I do?
Sep 4th
Question by Skye: My boyfriend will just not give up drugs and he continuese to lie about it, what do I do?
My boyfriend and I are both drug addicts. I’m in recovery and have been clean for some time. He, on the otherhand, continues to use. Our drug of choice is Heroin. He uses for a few weeks and then gets clean for a week and then uses for a couple of months and gets clean for a while. It’s an endless cycle. He thinks he can just use “once in a while” too! I’m not dumb. I’m an addict too. He finally got a job 2 weeks ago. He SWORE that he wouldn’t get high when got his first paycheck. He even went through a week of being sick for this job and not using. The first Friday he gets paid, he calls and says he is just “hanging out” with his friend (BTW, the friend is a junkie) and swears he isn’t using. Well, today he confessed he got high that Friday which was last week. He gets paid again tomorrow and I’m ready to give him an ultimatum! I know he’s planning on getting high the second he gets paid. What do I do? I don’t want to lose him but I’m going to lose him anyways if he continues to use ’cause he’ll either die of an overdose or end up in jail or prison, right? WHAT SHOULD I TELL HIM? Please don’t just say “dump the loser”. It’s not that easy. We’ve been together 8 years. We don’t live together right now so I can’t moniter his every move. He’s living with his parents and they know about his addiction. His Mom searched his room today while he was at work and found two syringes. He’s pissed and feels like they had not right looking for his room. I think they do. Their granddaughter is one and stays in that house a lot (their daughter’s daughter). What if she found one of those needles? Sometimes I just feel he needs to get arrested to learn his lesson. He’s never been to jail more than a night. Nothing else seems to work. My pleading and crying are in vain. Thank you for reading this and for any advice that may help me. I’m miserable.
Best answer:
Answer by art_cjohnson
confront him then send him to rehab
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Q&A: My girlfriend just dumped me and I feel worse than heroin withdrawal. I might go back to the needle again.?
Mar 30th
Question by X X: My girlfriend just dumped me and I feel worse than heroin withdrawal. I might go back to the needle again.?
I am 18 and have been using heroin off and on since I was 14.
Anyway, my girlfriend of 3 years just dumped me out of the blue for another guy who is wealthier and more attractive and all around superior to me in every way.
This girl and I lost our virginity to each other at age 15 and she is my everything. We said we’d get married have two daughters a nice house the whole nine yards american dream. We complete each other.
Every since the day I saw her in the hall at school when we made eye contact for the first time to the first time we had sex and after the sex was over we just laid in each others arms awake all night in a euphoric memorized blissful state. It was the best night of our lives.
Now, after all the time, money, love, and emotions I have invested in her I’m getting hit like Wall Street on Black Tuesday.
I have been slamming heroin off and on for as long as I can remember, and I’ve been through some pretty shitty withdrawals, but this absolutely takes the cake. I’ve never been suicidal before when detoxing from H but losing this girl makes me want to kill myself. The depression is absolutely unbearable. I have no self-confidence anymore and nothing matters at all. I feel worthless and I want to die.
I think I’m going to go back to the needle and use again to get that euphoric rush that I can no longer have naturally, which will replace the unbearable pain with pure pleasure.
I don’t want to be addicted again though, I don’t know what to do.
That girl was like a drug to me, and the withdrawal was hell. And the worse part is I can’t control her. If I want her back, I can’t have her. At least with heroin, I am in control and if I decide I want it back in my life, I can have it.
Help me. I don’t know what to do. I’m a depressed junkie either way, with this girl or drugs, doesn’t matter.
Best answer:
Answer by APPLEPIE x3
when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
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I’ve recently been prescribed suboxone for my addiction to heroin. I’m just wondering about the success rate.?
Jan 30th
Question by Em ha: I’ve recently been prescribed suboxone for my addiction to heroin. I’m just wondering about the success rate.?
This drug is new to me. I haven’t heard much about it. The only things that I do know about it are the things I have read on the internet. I am willing to give it a chance. I’ve been on methadone program before and it worked. It just became too expensive. I was able to get off methadone and kept clean for 4 months. Unfortunately, I recently relapsed. My new doctor only prescribes suboxone for heroin addicts. This is my second week on my medication, and isn’t working the same way methadone did for me. My cravings are unbelievable. I’m an emotional wreck and highly irritable. I know my second week on methadone was completely different. My cravings had subdued and I wasn’t as emotional. I feel helpless at the moment. There aren’t any methadone clinics in my area accepting new patients at this time, and my doctor only prescribes suboxone for heroin addicts. I am trying to stay as positive as possible, and remind myself that I am doing the right thing. But each day seems to get harder. I just wanted to know if anyone else has been through the same thing. For example, anyone else who had a hard time while taking suboxone. Are these cravings and waves of emotions going to subside or is this medication not working for me? I’m not trying to give up on suboxone, but I know this isn’t how I felt when I was on the methadone program. I have read that suboxone is highly recommended and people say it is easier to get off of when compared to methadone. BUT I don’t want to get off of it. I realize that I have an opiate dependency. I want to repair that part of my brain. And methadone was working. I wish I would have stayed on it, but I couldn’t afford it at the time. And when I stopped taking methadone, I was able to deal with the detox by weening myself off of it slowly. With this said, does anyone knows how to find a private doctor who will prescribe methadone. I know that works and I am willing to stay on the program this time no matter the amount of money. The last thing I want to do is continue to be a junkie. I have accepted that I will always be an addict, but I would like to be a recovering one from now on. Any suggestions? Advice?
Best answer:
Answer by South Side Chick
1st of all let me tell you that I think it is great you are overcoming your addiction! Congrats!!
I wish I had the answer for you, as to finding a doctor that will give you methadone. I have no idea. But after reading this I just had to tell you I think its great you are trying so hard.
Hopefully someone on here can actully answer your question!
Good Luck and Stay Strong!!!!
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