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Why not give up on life, what’s the point?
Feb 4th
Question by : Why not give up on life, what’s the point?
So I’ve been suffering from severe depression/social anxiety for about 2 years now and everyday is just hell. I literally lay on the couch all day(sleep there too),and by all day I mean ALL day. I go months without leaving the house and on the rare occasion I do leave it’s to go for a walk at like 2am just so no one is around. For whatever reason i’m terrified of having people see or talk to me.
I constantly have homicidal/suicidal thoughts and I know if I had a gun I would be the person you hear about on the news who goes on a shooting spree. I know it’s wrong but I don’t feel like I have compassion for anyone or thing. I’m a truly bad person and understand why no one would want to be around me, i’m quiet but, I go off alot and when I do I it’s terrible.
So i’ll tell you a little about my upbringing, was born to two alcoholics/drug addicts. Enjoying those five years of my life then my dad got clean and moved my sister and I to NY(where his family is from) and my mom stayed behind because heroin/crack where the most important things to her. We struggled to get by as my dad was a single parent working his ass off on a farm for little money and we constantly moved around and we switched schools just about every few months. My sister and I went to so many schools we lost track and some schools we went to 2-3 different times. Once every few years my dope sick mom would come and live with us but she would barely stay long even to get clean and would move back to baltimore for her life of drugs and no responsibilities. She eventually moved back here for good and was clean kind of. She had a baby girl and had complications during labor which resulted in back injuries so to cope they gave a junkie pills, became addicted and also started smoking crack again.
I was kicked out for the last time the day before my 18th birthday lol and got my life together, had my own apartment, full time job and life was good. Recession hit and I was layed off. Survived on unemployment for awhile but eventually the bills got to be to much and was forced to move. Can’t stay with my dad because his gf and I don’t get along plus he lives in another state and I haven’t seen or talked to him in months. Had to stay at my moms and still here. I live in a town where no one is hiring but why would anyone hire a high school dropout with bad people skills anyways? I’m broke(have ) my mom has spent the last few weeks at her bf house and there’s not even food in the house, haven’t ate in two days.
So I ask why not give up? What would you do if you where in my shoes?
PLEASE NO JESUS FREAKS I despise everything about religion.
Best answer:
Answer by Binkz B
i know you say you despise everything about religion..but really you do need to pray and ask for the strength to get by. i know you may not love/believe in god, but he is still there to help you!
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whats the point in living?
Jan 4th
Question by : whats the point in living?
im 20 and i pretty much hate my life. i wish i had the guts to kill myself i just dont have the balls to do it. im in the worst situation ive been in long time. just lost my best friend to an overdose. i cant help but feel like his death was my fault. i shared his last hit of heroin with him. i really only have 1 other friend and hes moving in 6 months. i lost my job last week too. ive never really felt happy my entire life. my dad abandoned me and my mom blames me for my dad leaving her (and me).
grew up poor and have horrible memories still of what my dad did to me when i was 5 still. he beat the crap outta me and made me touch him. im really not even sad ever anymore ive been pretty emotionless for as long as i can remember. my best friend died and it was pretty much my fault and i barely even cried about it at all. ive ran out of drugs and ran out of ways to get them too.
ive never even kissed a girl and im 20. well actually ive never felt attracted to anybody in my whole life. to me girls are the same as guys and neither guys or girls are interesting. in 6 months i will be friendless. my mom is so tired of my crap that ill probally be homeless before then too. i really dont think my life could get worse at this point and every time i try and do something positive and productive ive failed at it. like college, jobs, i couldn’t even drug deal good because i dont know anybody anymore. i cant help but feel like my life is just a waste of time, i wake up miserable try and survive the day only to go to sleep and repeat it the next day. my life has only been getting worse for about 10 years. ive pawned alot of my things to get high lately because i just cant deal with it and the only time im happy or having any fun is when im high out of mind which is less and less often because i have no money now.
whats the point of living? i cant help but think if i make it to 30 how crappy my life will still be. life is just a waste of time to me. having to survive only to see the next day. i really dont have the balls to kill myself but if i do it i have a plan. ill overdose myself so people dont think its a suicide so i dont look AS bad because ill look like i died a junkie death and that wont be as shameful on my mom probally as a suicide. heroin overdose is a pretty painless way to die too. i know my future is going to suck and i feel helpless at fixing that. i dont think most people could last 1 minute in my head. its torture.
what do you guys think? is there a point in surviving when you really dont want to? im kinda unsure about god and whatll happen after death which is really the only thing holding me back
Best answer:
Answer by Thatius Guy
Dear man I will first say that your life is worth living and I will tell you why. You were born a man, you were born a sentient creature, you were born as an animal, that CAN love, that CAN feel happiness, and and CAN do things beyond simple reflex. The very fact that you are human means your life is worth living.
That being said, that your life is worth living by default, you still need help. Luckily your not hopeless, you realize you have a drug problem and your life isn’t satisfactory. That is the first step, realizing the problem. The next step is gaining control. You know you need to stop taking drugs, go to a support group and seek help. Or even therapy if you can afford it.
Then you will have managed one of your most pressing problems the one that can wind up killing you if you don’t do it first.
The there is the matter of your personal life, which as you know is shitty. First you must let go of the past and your father. What he did was wrong, VERY wrong, but that is behind you and you are not your past.
The there are your friends. You must first love yourself and realize that your love for yourself is the only thing that matters. Although the love from your friends may be nice, it does not matter, only your love does.
And please don’t worry about your love life. You may be asexual, it happens. I’m very scarcely attracted to anyone myself, please don’t feel bad about that. Who you are and are not attracted to is something you can help as much as your skin color.
As for your professional life, you may just have to scrape by. Anything you can get get it, these are tough times for everyone so your economic position isn’t unique, although it is sad.
If nothing else join the military, if your healthy they will give you a job, and they may very well help get you straightened out all around.
I have faith in you my dear friend.
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whats the point in living?
Jan 4th
Question by : whats the point in living?
im 20 and i pretty much hate my life. i wish i had the guts to kill myself i just dont have the balls to do it. im in the worst situation ive been in long time. just lost my best friend to an overdose. i cant help but feel like his death was my fault. i shared his last hit of heroin with him. i really only have 1 other friend and hes moving in 6 months. i lost my job last week too. ive never really felt happy my entire life. my dad abandoned me and my mom blames me for my dad leaving her (and me).
grew up poor and have horrible memories still of what my dad did to me when i was 5 still. he beat the crap outta me and made me touch him. im really not even sad ever anymore ive been pretty emotionless for as long as i can remember. my best friend died and it was pretty much my fault and i barely even cried about it at all. ive ran out of drugs and ran out of ways to get them too.
ive never even kissed a girl and im 20. well actually ive never felt attracted to anybody in my whole life. to me girls are the same as guys and neither guys or girls are interesting. in 6 months i will be friendless. my mom is so tired of my crap that ill probally be homeless before then too. i really dont think my life could get worse at this point and every time i try and do something positive and productive ive failed at it. like college, jobs, i couldn’t even drug deal good because i dont know anybody anymore. i cant help but feel like my life is just a waste of time, i wake up miserable try and survive the day only to go to sleep and repeat it the next day. my life has only been getting worse for about 10 years. ive pawned alot of my things to get high lately because i just cant deal with it and the only time im happy or having any fun is when im high out of mind which is less and less often because i have no money now.
whats the point of living? i cant help but think if i make it to 30 how crappy my life will still be. life is just a waste of time to me. having to survive only to see the next day. i really dont have the balls to kill myself but if i do it i have a plan. ill overdose myself so people dont think its a suicide so i dont look AS bad because ill look like i died a junkie death and that wont be as shameful on my mom probally as a suicide. heroin overdose is a pretty painless way to die too. i know my future is going to suck and i feel helpless at fixing that. i dont think most people could last 1 minute in my head. its torture.
what do you guys think? is there a point in surviving when you really dont want to? im kinda unsure about god and whatll happen after death which is really the only thing holding me back
Best answer:
Answer by Adzy
you have the internet so stay
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What’s the best way to deal with a boyfriend that has had a drug addiction in the past?
Aug 12th
Question by δwєєt.Łiкє.δυĢαЯ: What’s the best way to deal with a boyfriend that has had a drug addiction in the past?
I recently started dating my boyfriend. Well,a month ago.
He’s very nice and I pretty much adore him. The only problem is,I am worried that he will go behind my back and do what he use to do.
Since we got together he vowed to never touch a drug again. While I trust him to a certain extent,I also know that quitting drugs isn’t just that easy to do,and sometimes still wonder.
How is one to deal with this,any advice?
Best answer:
Answer by hateyoumorehaha
What drug was he into? That’s the most critical thing to look at before deciding if he may go back to using them.
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Whats the name of this song? something about junkies?
Jul 29th
Question by liz_: Whats the name of this song? something about junkies?
“i never thought youd be a junkie because heroin is…
and i dont know about depression and emotional pain…”?
Best answer:
Answer by Dj Jennyfey!!
Clueless. Be more descriptive.
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what’s the difference between alcoholism and alcohol abuse?
Apr 21st
Question by *Living life the way one should*: what’s the difference between alcoholism and alcohol abuse?
Thanks 4 help,advice,comments,etc.
Best answer:
Answer by Falling
i think alcoholism is just the term to describe using alcohol and alcohol abuse is just what it sounds like…you use too much alcohol all the time, its like addiction i guess
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Whats the most painless,quickest way to commit suicide?
Oct 19th
Question by : Whats the most painless,quickest way to commit suicide?
I dont rly want to roll around spitting blood for hours like you do if you OD on tylenol. Cutting seems to graphic and painful/long.
and please dont call me a whiner or looking for attention.
Ive been clinically depressed for years now. I grew up mostly w/o parents, when their around i get hit/screamed at alot.
Im 17 and school is no ‘happy time’ either i get abused or ignored constantly by almost everyone. I have no friends left and still dont have a girlfriend. Anyone i get close to ends up fucking me over cause “its funny” I went through therapy for a year and its f*ucking worthless, i tried to self medicate with drugs and alcohol but it just made me an insomniac and sick as hell.
Im only 17 so its not like i can up and move to another state.
I cant believe im saying it but it hurts to live, theres gotta be something better then this afterwards
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Answer by Heather
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Q&A: What’s the safest and quickest way to look emaciated?
Sep 3rd
Question by crustyrustyaphid: What’s the safest and quickest way to look emaciated?
I want to try to keep my muscles as is but I’d love to look Heroin-addict-skinny. Like Johnny Quid from RocknRolla if anyone has seen it. So what is the best,safest and quickest way to achieve that look?
Best answer:
Answer by Jeus M
probably asking a question like this. if some one asked me that question in the steet i would probably knock him out and kiss his girlfriend
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What’s the greatest evil drug prohibition or drug addiction?
Aug 25th
Question by x z: What’s the greatest evil drug prohibition or drug addiction?
Drug prohibition increases the price of illegal drugs which makes traffick very profitable which creates drug related violence which funds terrorism which puts in jail 80% of jail inmates who then learn how to be better dealers and progress in their careers to bigger more violent crimes.
Drug addiction is a personal curse but if drugs were cheap there would be no need to resort to crime to get them and the consequences would be much less extended to society than the consequences of drug prohibition.
Best answer:
Answer by kNOTaLIAwyR
Drug Addiction – Endangerment and Burden to Society
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Whats the healthiest fast food place?
Jul 26th
Question by Alex B. Ph.D.: Whats the healthiest fast food place?
I’m starving and I know that like BK and Mickie D’s are like crap for yah. Subways too expensive. Is Taco Bell ok? What other cheap quick places are not worse than cigarettes and heroin for the body?
Best answer:
Answer by Tamborine
Taco Bell is pretty high in carb and fat content.
A barbeque chicken sandwhich from Kentucky Fried Chicken is low points on the Weight Watchers Scale.
Most fast food places these days have salad options that aren’t too bad for you.
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