Question by hεα†hεя mαяïε εïз: Just a little poem I wrote when I was bored. What ya think?
I just took some Benzedrine, Percoset, Codeine, Dusted up,
Smoked weed, Candy flipped and popped in Visine.
So my timing may be off. I vaporize to fuel the cough.
Adrenaline is pressuring. Doctor bring the medicine.
Some Ketamine, Vicodin, Xanax, and Anthrax.
I’m hiding all my needle tracks. I’m fighting off heart attacks,
nosebleeds, cheap speed, shitty weed, getting frisky,
dirty deeds, sippin whiskey on my knees.
About to burn out, crooked mouth on another bout.
I’m chillin in a glass house pouring another glass out.
I’m going in my stash now, there ain’t nothing.
I ain’t using GHB, LSD, Valium and Ecstasy.
Pop Mescaline with Mexicans, put Ether in my napkin.
I’ve got so many skeletons, I’m a chemical reaction.
I’m pissed off, pissed on express addiction through this song.
Half my memory is gone, the X in me lets me belong.
I can’t help but to help myself. I’m losing my mind, I need help.
Filling my mind with doubt, I’ll do anything to get out….
5 a.m fully geeked, sweat trickling down my cheek.
Mouth bone dry, can’t even speak the cover girl for Heroin Chic.
The enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally.
Coke Wench, Tweaker Bitch, Cock Tease,
Best friend park bench, make the switch of these.
A few of them I woke up, bent, my money spent,
how am I gonna pay the rent.
My sugar daddy needs the ends, my dealer is my new best friend.
Waking up in strangers beds with these voice’s in my head.
Drunk Slut, Coke Blunts, Junkie Bitch, Bathroom Bumps.
Homeless Broken, out of luck and really just don’t give a FUCK..
Uneffective, Unemployed, Unstable, Null and Void.
My vanity has been destroyed, the famine keeps me paranoid.
Blacked out, White lines, High balls, Crooked spine.
Comatose, Overdose, took to the borderline.
Sirens, Ambulance, doctor’s cuttin off my pants.
Black and Blue in the ICU, I’ve got a 50/50 chance!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i!i

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Answer by Murf
Wow ! I’ve been in recovery for 17 years and that poem brings it all back like a nightmare! It practically had me sick to my stomach! Please get some help so you and your talent don’t go down the toilet. I did it in N.A.

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